my spontaneity and the need to change things up has always been what's defined me. i give my son and my husband props for, if not putting up with - actually going along, with my all-over-the-place plans.
a year ago, i would have never guessed i would be here...somewhere completely different. enter married life, new job, and leaving "home". and to go even further, i am not just closing in on 2010, but on a decade....a very unbelievable one.
as one would expect i was a much different person ten years ago. while returning to california would force me to face pieces of my past, it has been the culmination of reclaiming my territory and myself. i made this exact observation when i returned to guam after 10 years of being away. 3 years later and another new year on the cusp i know this is exactly the way it was supposed to happen.
this rite into adulthood has brought nothing but new-ness and if it's gonna take a broken heart to change the world, then so be it. it makes you stay whole a lot longer. 2011 is going to be epic...and i can't wait what the next ten years is going to bring. cheers to that <3
